Confused in Suberbia

So I ended up waiting on Friday at the libabry waiting on the Job Corps woman until around 10:30 then I finally got her to call me back. She said something along the lines of she forgot to call me on Thursday to tell me that Guthrie isn’t taking Re-Admits right now because it’s just too full. So filling out the papers would just be a HUGE waste of time. Well she also went on to tell me that they have something like a six month waiting list to get in once they do start taking re-admits again. And that I could call on of the other Job Corps in Oklahoma if I wanted to. Well truthfully the closest one that is taking re-admits right now is in Talequah and that like 165 miles from here. So I got to looking around, and I found a way that I can get my CNA for free so that I can work and afford to pay for a semester of college til I can get my finacial aid back. I guess you could say that I really didn’t want to put my dreams of being a social worker on the back burner forever. Which I know that if I went back to job corps and took another trade in the end I wouldn’t ever go back to college and I wouldn’t ever live my dreams. It’s just not worth it. Anyways, Dustin has been constintly calling me for the last couple of days. I guess he never really got over me and the whole break up thing. Last night he asked me to go back out with him, well I told him that I would think about it and get back to him. Well the truth is I’m a very strong believer in the fact that everything happens for a reason. I know in my heart that it wasn’t meant to be. Because if it was then we never would have broken up in the first place. It kind of goes the same way for the whole job corps thing. If I was supposed to happen then it would have. Anyways, that’s all for now.

-Sasha