My life has been so completly boring in the last week or so that I have had no clue what to even blog about. Life has been going unusually well for me. I still at times wish that me and Dustin had never gotten together because I was the reason he moved here and now all I really want is the peacefulness of Ponca back. It’s not that Ponca isn’t still the same old town. It’s just that before I went back to Sykes I was being for forced to work with him. And I tried to get them to at least put me on a different shift then him. Even if it meant that I had to work early in the morning. But when they did switch my shift they ended up switching his too because of his current girlfriend working the old shift. It’s not as bad now because in someways I can just ignore his existence but also I can’t because he has taken to giving his new girlfriend my cell phone number so she has been texting me saying stupid crap like how she doesn’t understand why I broke up with him. I tried to warn her but truthfully I am getting really tired of being little miss nice girl. I’m tired of having to be nice when I don’t want to be. I hate that he won’t just go back to Enid and let me live my life and him live his. He can’t just ignore me like I have been trying to do to him. I know I broke his heart and made him cry but its not like I can take it back.
My friends tell me that the only reason all of this is happening is because back a couple months ago I said that I was bored. And that I needed some excitement in my life. But that instead of excitment I ended up getting drama. Which as everyone knows can look like excitment to some people but not to me. I hate drama. It’s the stupidest thing in the world.
Anyways, I’m glad that I got that off my chest. Not much else to say today.
-Sasha
