Confused in Suberbia

Sorry for not updating for 2 weeks but I really do have a very good excuse. Like  I told you in the last update with the massive complications dealing with going back to Job Corps I decided to go back to college. Well I really don’t want it to turn out like it did the last time with me not even making it through the first semester. It will help that this isn’t Vo-Tech it’s actual college this time so now immature high school students to deal with but still I’m not looking for it to be anything but stressful. Well other than that, my sister moved back to Oklahoma after spending 2 years in Missississpi because of her husband getting laid off from his job. Hope it all works out for them. I’m also really starting to worry about my friend Randy because he hasn’t written me back in a almost a week and he’s usually really good about that. The only reason I worry so much about him is because he’s stationed in Iraq right now and you never really know what could happen to him. Keeping him in my prays because that’s all I really can do. Oh yeah you guys don’t know about that. Since I started on my crusade to become the good-girl I once was I have found my love for God back. Not sure where it went really but it just kind of dispeared when I went to Job Corps. I mean don’t get me wrong I never actually stopped believing in him I just kind of stopped trusting that he would only throw stuff at me that I could handle. I’m must doing pretty well one the crusade because I’ve had repeative friends ask me if I was body-snatched with someone because I’m not the Sasha they once knew. And all I usually tell them is who ever said being a different person was such a bad thing. Considering where I was in my life two years ago I would have to say that being different person has gotten pretty far and I’m really glad that I finally got my wake up call that I didn’t want to be that kind of person forever. Because I’m pretty sure had I not gotten that wake up call I wouldn’t have had a real reason to stop being that kind of person because I had gotten so used to being said person that I had started to block out how bad it made me feel. Anyways I pretty sure my mom’s glad too because there sure is a whole lot less fighting and arguing going on in my house these days. Mostly because my sister trys to start them and I’ve learned that with her you just have to walk away because she won’t back down. Oh one thing I forgot to tell you about college is that I’m taking a 2 week course this summer at OSU-OKC starting May 18th so if I sort of disapear again my appoligys and I promise to update you as quickly as possible. Anyways, not much else is going on right now, expect that I’m dealing with way too many dogs right now because my dog Bambi had a litter of puppies yesterday. They’re so cute but I’m trying not to get attached because I know we can’t keep any of them because we are already over the city pet limit as it is. Anyways, update as soon as I can.