Sorry about not updating such a long time. I just havent really had much to blog about. Life in general has been pretty boring for me. I basically waiting out the last couple of weeks until I can put my application back in to go back to job corps. I did call the women a couple of weeks ago just to make sure that I actually could go back considering that I didn’t leave on the best of terms with the disiplinary people. And she said that everything she be ready to that she just can’t put my information back in as a reenrollment until the 27th. Which is the day after my one year. Oh, as I promised in the last blog to keep you guys updated on the whole me and justin thing. I will as promised. Basically I she know better than to post that kind of stuff on the internet because I guess he got bored one day and was reading my blog and saw his name meantioned and wanted to see what I had to say about him. Now it’s not like he didn’t know about my crush on him because he did just like I knew about his on me. It’s just like I said so complicated that we always thought that the complicatedness of it made it just not worth it. Well in the end we decided to give it a chance, see where it goes. Anyways, he left to go to job corps on tuesday. At the moment I can’t call him because as usual his cell phone is out of minutes. And he hasn’t been online since he got there. But I know how busy the first week can be so I’m not really suprised. This weekend he will probably get online. Plus he hasn’t even called his Dad and he usually does. If I get super worried about him I’ll call the office phone for dorm 26. Other than that it will be much easier once I’m on campus with him. Anyways other than that my bestie Caity went back to Arkansas today. And my other bestie Jermey went back to OKC. Caity was going to come down and live in OKC after she turned 18 in a couple of weeks but she got into college there, so she isn’t anymore. Now I don’t blame her and I’m really proud that she got into college. Jeremy on the other hand is really mad that she changed the plans. It doesn’t help that Jeremy has a huge crush on her and thought that by getting her in his hometown it would make it easier or something not really sure. He says its just because he wants the three muskateers back together for the first time in a year, but i don’t know. Anyways, that’s all for now.
Long time no update…
March 14, 2009 at 3:23 am (Life)
Tags: arkansas, back from cali, bordom, Caity, jeremy, job corps, justin, life in general, long time no update, not much to talk about, OKC, update as promised
Interesting Turn of Events
February 21, 2009 at 2:39 am (Friends for life, Life)
Tags: best friend, crush, happily ever after, interesting turn of events, job corps, justin, love, mr. right
As some of you may know. That is the few of you who have my myspace or myyearbook. I have finally made my decison about going back to job corps in April when my year is up. Believe me it was not something I was wanting to do. But in the end it came down too. How many second chances do people really get in life. And if this is something that I have to do in order for me finally to take control of my own life then its gonna have to be done. At one point I thought I had mr. right but then he turned out to be mr. oh so wrong, as has happened oh so many times before. I’m actually tired of this happening. I want my happily ever after and sooner rather than later.But then again I have also had an interesting turn of events in the last couple of days. Just as I was coming to the conculison that I really was going to go back. One of my best friends since forever desicded that he is going to go to job corps. Now mind you I hadn’t told anyone except my immediate family that I was even thinking about going back so I know that it doesn’t have anything to do with me. But it is intresting that this perticular friend is also the one that I have been crushing on since like 3rd grade. And I know he has been crushing on me for a while too. Just not so sure what either one of us is ready to do about it because of the whole complicatedness of mine and his families. You see his Dad has been with my older sister for 15 years since she was 18. Well this is actually how me and him became friends but also because his grandma and my mom were best friends until she died back in 2001 but thats a whole other story. Anyways, his half brothers are my nephews well of course as everyone including my mom and sister have told me there isn’t anything wrong with it if we were to date because we aren’t blood related we aren’t even related by marriage because his dad and my sister haven’t gotten around do doing that yet. Now while I do tell most everyone that he is just my best friend and nothing else. It’s totally not true. I don’t really know how to explain how I feel about him because it’s not something I have ever felt before. And also because in truth I don’t want to ruin another great friendship with a relationship because I have done that way too many times for my own likeing. Plus I also know from personal experience that I fall in love way too easy and way too fast. I don’t know. I guess this will just have to be one of those wait and see kind of things. Never know maybe we are meant to be. Everyone always says that you fall in love with your best friend and it lasts forever. Who knows what life really has in store for us. It’s all just a waiting game. Anyways just thought I would get this off my chest since I can’t sleep and all. Promise to keep you updated on the current love life situation and the current job corps going back in progress situation as it panes out.
Not this time…
October 5, 2008 at 9:31 pm (Uncategorized)
Tags: BIG desision, job corps, justin, life back on track, no talking out of this time, not this time, old friend of the family
I finally made one BIG descicon and believe me my mom has really tried hard to talk me out of it but this time it isn’t going to work…
I have decided that since I messed and can’t get finance aid again for a year that I’m gonna go back to job corps and get another trade….
Plus I really want to do it right this time…
You know not get into any trouble, finally go be that good girl that I know that I can be…
It’s in me somewhere. It just might be somewhere deep deep down inside…
I just hope that they let me come back since I left a completer and didn’t get terminated or anything….
But it’s not like I left on the best of terms with the staff….
But if I don’t figure something out I don’t know what I’m gonna do because I can’t hold down a job…
It doesn’t do me any good to have a GED if I can’t keep a job…
I’ve even talked to a couple of my friends that are still there and they are really looking forward to me coming back…
I told them it wouldn’t be until sometime in late march or early april though because I have to wait a year after I last was there to go back which I left on march 26, 2008 and since they only get new people on tuesdays march 31st would be the earliest I could go back….
At least this is what I’m thinking I’m gonna make a call to them tommorrow and see if there is anyway I can go back before…
But I’m not counting on it happening…
I have also gotten an old friend of mine Justin to come with me…
He needs to go worse then I do but doesn’t want to do it by herself…
Me and Justin have known each other since we where in dipars and it means a lot to him that I would go with him so he wouldn’t be by himself not knowing anyone on the first day…
I told him I needed to go back and get my life on track anyways and I would be glad to do him a big favor…
Anyways, that’s the update for now…
