Today, I had a nice long chat with a couple of my friends that are still at job corps. Keeva, Christina and Sarah are really looking forward to me coming back in a couple of months. I even told them what I have been doing for the last few days. I have been calling the outreach and admissions office that’s here in Ponca and asking them if there is any way I can go back now instead of having to wait the four months I have left before I reach my year marker of being gone. It’s not like most of the people I knew there are still there in fact 99% of them are gone and have been for a long time. I think it’s better this way because then I don’t have the reputation I had before hanging over my head the second time and I can just go back and be the good girl I know I can be and everyone will just think that’s how I am. Plus I’m so looking forward to taking Culinary Arts which is actually what I went there for the first time but by the time I got out of there little 6 wk crash course in what rules there are and what has to be followed and basically everything you can and can’t do, anyways, by the time I got out of that there was only one spot left in that trade and my friend Jermey got that spot because we went in alphabetical order by last name and his is Bolding, I wasn’t madd at him or anything because it’s not really anything that could be changed, but since I couldn’t take it then I look forward to taking it now. Anyways,I also found out tonight from my friend Keeva that they maynot make me take that part of it again since I took it the first time I was there. It would be nice not to have to because that would mean I wouldn’t have to be stuck in dorm 26, which is called the newbie dorm by most of the trainees, and I could spend more time trying to get used to the way things will be with my mouth not getting me in trouble like it did when I was there before. I don’t know it would just be nice for a change for the staff not to think I was always thinking of when I would get into trouble the next time and it would also be nice to get to be on TMT, which is student govenment, or at least be a dorm leader which is something I always wanted to be when I was there the first time but couldn’t stay out of trouble long enough to qualify to be one. Anyways, thats the update for now…
Nice Long Chat..
October 6, 2008 at 10:00 pm (Friends for life, Life)
Tags: dorm leader, friends still there, going back, job corps, life back on track, stay out of trouble, student govenment, suprised staff, TMT
Not this time…
October 5, 2008 at 9:31 pm (Uncategorized)
Tags: BIG desision, job corps, justin, life back on track, no talking out of this time, not this time, old friend of the family
I finally made one BIG descicon and believe me my mom has really tried hard to talk me out of it but this time it isn’t going to work…
I have decided that since I messed and can’t get finance aid again for a year that I’m gonna go back to job corps and get another trade….
Plus I really want to do it right this time…
You know not get into any trouble, finally go be that good girl that I know that I can be…
It’s in me somewhere. It just might be somewhere deep deep down inside…
I just hope that they let me come back since I left a completer and didn’t get terminated or anything….
But it’s not like I left on the best of terms with the staff….
But if I don’t figure something out I don’t know what I’m gonna do because I can’t hold down a job…
It doesn’t do me any good to have a GED if I can’t keep a job…
I’ve even talked to a couple of my friends that are still there and they are really looking forward to me coming back…
I told them it wouldn’t be until sometime in late march or early april though because I have to wait a year after I last was there to go back which I left on march 26, 2008 and since they only get new people on tuesdays march 31st would be the earliest I could go back….
At least this is what I’m thinking I’m gonna make a call to them tommorrow and see if there is anyway I can go back before…
But I’m not counting on it happening…
I have also gotten an old friend of mine Justin to come with me…
He needs to go worse then I do but doesn’t want to do it by herself…
Me and Justin have known each other since we where in dipars and it means a lot to him that I would go with him so he wouldn’t be by himself not knowing anyone on the first day…
I told him I needed to go back and get my life on track anyways and I would be glad to do him a big favor…
Anyways, that’s the update for now…
