Sorry about not updating such a long time. I just havent really had much to blog about. Life in general has been pretty boring for me. I basically waiting out the last couple of weeks until I can put my application back in to go back to job corps. I did call the women a couple of weeks ago just to make sure that I actually could go back considering that I didn’t leave on the best of terms with the disiplinary people. And she said that everything she be ready to that she just can’t put my information back in as a reenrollment until the 27th. Which is the day after my one year. Oh, as I promised in the last blog to keep you guys updated on the whole me and justin thing. I will as promised. Basically I she know better than to post that kind of stuff on the internet because I guess he got bored one day and was reading my blog and saw his name meantioned and wanted to see what I had to say about him. Now it’s not like he didn’t know about my crush on him because he did just like I knew about his on me. It’s just like I said so complicated that we always thought that the complicatedness of it made it just not worth it. Well in the end we decided to give it a chance, see where it goes. Anyways, he left to go to job corps on tuesday. At the moment I can’t call him because as usual his cell phone is out of minutes. And he hasn’t been online since he got there. But I know how busy the first week can be so I’m not really suprised. This weekend he will probably get online. Plus he hasn’t even called his Dad and he usually does. If I get super worried about him I’ll call the office phone for dorm 26. Other than that it will be much easier once I’m on campus with him. Anyways other than that my bestie Caity went back to Arkansas today. And my other bestie Jermey went back to OKC. Caity was going to come down and live in OKC after she turned 18 in a couple of weeks but she got into college there, so she isn’t anymore. Now I don’t blame her and I’m really proud that she got into college. Jeremy on the other hand is really mad that she changed the plans. It doesn’t help that Jeremy has a huge crush on her and thought that by getting her in his hometown it would make it easier or something not really sure. He says its just because he wants the three muskateers back together for the first time in a year, but i don’t know. Anyways, that’s all for now.
Long time no update…
March 14, 2009 at 3:23 am (Life)
Tags: arkansas, back from cali, bordom, Caity, jeremy, job corps, justin, life in general, long time no update, not much to talk about, OKC, update as promised
Weekends….and Big Brother 10…
August 17, 2008 at 6:44 pm (Life)
Tags: 24/7 feed, bad credit, bad day, big brother 10, birth certificate, books, Caity, calls, christina, jeremy, kayla, lake, major melt down, OKC, paper due, wallet stolen
Weekends at my house tend to be very boring. I’ve spent that last couple of days watching the 24/7 feed of big brother 10. By time yesterday was over I knew more about it then what most people do that just watch the show on CBS 3 times a week. But it’s only because the show only has 1 live episode a week and it’s when the they evict someone on Thursdays…Plus the whole episode that day isn’t live just the eviction…So if you watch big brother after dark on showtime or the 24/7 feed you can find out who is up for eviction and who has won the power-of-veto a couple of days before you would on CBS..Anyways, last night when I started to write my paper for class is seems like ever person who has my phone number decided to call me. First Caity called and when I finally got her off the phone a good 20 or 30 minutes later, Jeremy decided to call and get his weekly update on how my life is going for me, then he said he was gonna let me go so he could talk to his girlfriend before they called curfew and then Christina calls and talks for 30 to 45 minutes about my brother calling her. And then just when I finally think I will get to finish my paper my old roommate Kayla calls and wants me to go hang out with her at the lake. I explained to her I had a paper due on Monday and that I also really wasn’t in the mood to hang out at the lake. One of the main reasons being that I got my wallet stolen yesterday, and I had a major melt down. It’s not that there was a lot of money in it or anything, it’s just now I have to get a new drivers liesense, ssn card, insurance card and voter registration card. Plus I have to explain to the school tommorrow that I can only show them a copy of my id to pick up my books because of it getting stolen and not being able to replace of said stuff until next week or later because it depends on how long it takes me to find my birth certificate or if I have to take a trip down to OKC to pick up another on. It’s more annoying then anything, because the truth is no one wants my credit anyways. I defalted on a credit card when I was 18 which makes me have uberly bad credit in most peoples eyes. Anyways, that’s the update for now.
Hello World!!
June 19, 2008 at 10:20 am (Life)
Tags: apartment, Charlie, father, first child, grandparents, hundred miles, job corps, john, march 26th, OKC, pregnant, single, stress, texas, welcome
Hey everyone in the wordpress world. I started writing a long time ago but with all stress caused from my current situation of being 19, single and 3 months pregnant with my first child, I have decided that I am going to go to the world wide web and write in a more public place with more viewers. I’m not like some people who get pregnant at my age I do know who my babys father is. His name is Charles and me and him dated while I was at job corps. Well I left job corps back on march 26th. Me and him did, like a lot of people who are looking at being hundreds of miles apart do. We promised each other that no matter what we would stay together. Well when I left job corps because I was leaving as a completer I left with over 500 dollars and I decided to send a bus ticket to one of my friends who was homeless and needed a way out in Texas. Well I sent him the ticket and my parents agreed that he could stay with us and crash on our couch until he saved up the money to get his own place. Well when he got here he had a lot of problems finding a job and when he did finally find one it was minanim wage and he was looking at staying with us for a while before he could save up the money for an apt. Well about this time was a couple of weeks after I left and me and Charles were still going strong but when I passed the idea of renting a two bedroom apt and splitting the rent with John. Well to say the very least he went balistic saying it would be so wrong. Well we ended up breaking up because of it. Well since this happened my friend John has moved to OKC to see if he can find a better paying job there and I was starting to think everything was going really good in my life with the new job and the new friends and everything. When suddenly I realize that I’ve missed 2 periods and hadn’t even noticed it until now. Well a couple of days later I took a pregnancy test and it came out positive. I didn’t really want to face the fact that I was pregnant because then it would mean I would have to break the news to Charles because he was the only person who could be the father. Well I went to the doctor and was also told the same thing and that I was about a 2 months along at the time. Well it took me a while to finally come to terms with this but I left like a billion messages with Charles’ grandparents and told them to have him call me back because it was important. Well it took him a couple of weeks to finally get around to calling me back and when I broke the news to him he basically said it wasn’t his but after explaining that it had to be and how far along i was and everything he finally said ok. Well it’s been about a month since all of this has happened I’m pretty much gotten used to be pregnant and me and Charles are at least talking to each other now. I’m working all the time and so is he but were trying for the sake of our unborn child to make this work some how. I guess from everything that I have said it would sound as though my life is totally out of wack but the truth is it might be and it might not be because I’m just going with whatever happens happens because if i don’t I will got totally insane and need drugs or something to make me sane again. Well thats the update for now. If you want to read some more about my learning that i was pregnant you can read about it at my diaryland journal!!
