November 12, 2009 at 2:05 am (Friends for life, Life, Work)
Tags: abortion, caitlynne, chaos, dad, for granted, growing up, kidney cancer, school, too old for this drama, Work
There’s no real way to sum up the past couple of months since my last blog. But here it goes:
Basically I lost my love for the one job I have loved my entire life. My best friend that I thought was super pro-life had an abortion, so that she could join the air force. Not real good reason if you ask me, but she never wanted opinon. I got a new job, except that its a 10-6 thing so the days when I have 8am class will be interesting. I’ve totally given up on finding love, I’ve decided I’m content with being by myself. If someone decides to come into my life, and sweep me off my feet, then let them. But I’m leaving my love life up to fate and destiny because I’m tired of crying over guys who don’t deserve me. I’m not so sure if me and Caitlynne (aka best friend) are even friends anymore, let alone besties. I guess she doesn’t like my view on abortion, but she can’t say that she didn’t know about it. Pretty much everyone that has every had an intellegent conversation with me knows my views and outlook on the subject. And most of them have decided that it’s just better for our friendship just to agree to disagree. Sure I’m not happy that she got an abortion, but I’m not gonna not be her friend over it. But she doesn’t see to get that. On an even sadder note, we found out a couple of weeks ago that my Dad has kidney cancer. He has surgery scheduled for December 1st to have his right kidney and part of his liver removed. This diagnosis has made me realize just how much I have really taken my Dad for granted over the years. 
One very big thing that I have learned over the past couple of months is that: I’m getting way way too old for this drama stuff. Why can’t people just have a nice conversation and work out their problems without bringing everyone and their brother into the discussion. It’s time for some people to grow up.
Anyways, since this has been kind of a downer of a post, here is something to bring it up:
I have to say as much as I tend to think that Oklahoma isn’t very pretty, it sure does make one very beautiful sunset.
-Sasha <33
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August 20, 2008 at 5:33 am (Life)
Tags: job corps, mom, dad, sister, college, super busy, school, books, high school, thinking, feel bad, health problems, sooner or later, disability, little brother, 20 yrs. old, less then a month, 2 bags, back killing me, financal aid, 90% attendance rate, missed class, independance, job hunt, disfunctional, drama filled
Ok, So I missed class yesterday because I’m really sick. Problem is I can’t keep missing because I have to keep a 90% attendance rate because of my financal aid. I’m going to class today. But my back is killing me because of all the books. I have 2 bags I carry around all day. I’m not one to grap but they get pretty heavy considering one is a good 3 inches thick. I’ve been super busy keeping up on homework that I haven’t really had time to continue on my job hunt. I mean my mom will let me stay at home as long as I want. I just want my independance away from my huge disfunctional drama filled family. I know they would all understand. I mean I’ll be 20 yrs. old in less then a month it’s my own right to want to be on my own. I guess in a way I feel bad about wanting to leave because of the health problems by dad has and my sister has and all the help my mom needs with them and my little brother because of his disability. But I have to leave some time sooner or later. They all have to have known it was bond to happen sooner or later. I just want it to be sooner. Anyways, I’m really starting to get to know the other people in class with me, and they all seem like really good people. I just keep being reminded that college is nothing like high school or job corps or even both of them put together. Anyways, that’s the update for now.
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August 16, 2008 at 11:36 pm (Life)
Tags: admin leave, AWOL, books, college, dont understand it, emergancy leave, Friends, high school, info, job corps, Life, medical leave, nice people, school, update
So, I started school on Thursday. It’s pretty much what I excpected except for I have to go buy books on Monday and one of the books we use all year cost around $90 and another one costs $87. It’s times like these that I’m very thankful that I have financal aid and don’t have to pay for books. I met some really nice people that are in class with me. I’m just glad college is nothing like job corps or high school. Which I guess would be one in the same because job corps is like high school, except for it’s 24 hours a day 7 days a week 365 days a year. It’s stressful, and they used to have something to help that called stress leave but when I was there they decided that people we abusing it saying they needed to leave because of stress just to find a way out of job corps. Now they only have the usual Medical Leave and something called Admistrative Leave, which you don’t want to be on. It’s the one where you don’t choose to go on leave. If you get into really bad trouble and they send you home while they decide what to do with you, it’s basically the high school eqivelant of suspension, and they also have emergancy leave, which you only get if you have a family emergancy or someone in your imediate family dies. Plus they have AWOL, Absent without leave, it basically means what it says you left without getting permisson from anyone. You can only get 3 Awols in a row before they terminate you or you can get something like 15 in a year in 1 or 2 day incramintes. I know the rules don’t make a whole lot of sense, and even if you send as much time there as I did, you’ll still never understand why they have some of them, you just follow them anyways. Anyways, that’s the update for now.
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August 7, 2008 at 4:57 pm (Life)
Tags: drought, heat, next week, oklahoma, rain, really behind, school, weather
You know what I really hate…I was supposed to have gotten my schedule for school last month but because of the recent change in tuiton rates and the classes that they have they’re massively behind in EVERTHING…I haven’t gotten it yet and school starts back on Thursday of next week the 14th. Anyways, I hope that I get it before then. But I drove up there today and I found out just how behind in everything they really are. Plus they’ve been gone for 4 days at a confrence that’s madatory which meant they had 4 less days to do what they have to before school starts back up. Anyways, just felt I had to rant about that. Also the heat is really getting to me.. It’s been in the 100’s for the last week and it doesn’t look like it’s going to break anytime soon. Plus the entire state of Oklahoma is in a drought because it hasn’t rained in over 2 months. Which isn’t like Oklahoma because it normally rains when you get a 10% chance of rain. But it hasn’t. I hope we get the rain that supposed to happen on Saturday because we could really use it. Anyways, that’s the update for now.
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